I’ve been over at my twins place for like 3 days and all though it was a lil bit more work than play I would not have changed it for the world!
I had such an amazing time and getting to see her and lil keemie was everything I needed and then some.
It was Akeems 1st birthday and it was emotional to see him grow up so quick. It feels like yesterday me and my x picked them up at the hospital, although a lot has changed from then. I think one feels older but do not expect the kids to grow up.
We had some Jamaican food and kids playing everywhere. Makes me kinda wonder when it will be my turn. However I’m not rushing it, I honestly don’t think I’ll have kids before 30.
When I got home I found my pressie for myself outside my door just waiting for me. Can’t wait for exams to be over so I can read these books (I’ve actually read the first one but I may just read it again so I can read them back to back). These books have been quite controversial and talked about a lot!!!
Rumor is it can make any lady feel like she has the Niagara falls in between her legs!!
So if you haven’t read them just yet and you ain’t got some for a lil while, I would suggest you order these bad boys and have yourself a good time
They deliver to most places and they have nice package prices for when u buy more than one book!
U should try it out.
Jumping from birthdays to erotics and finally to love: I just have a few things to keep you in the loop about and my main point is that I am missing Ian like crazy. Sometimes I feel like everything just ended so abruptly that it almost feels like I lost him, almost like he died. I sure morn him like it at times. It’s crazy because he still writes me every now and then, and sometimes I even get to see him for a little bit. Sometimes it feels like such a long time ago that it kinda feels surreal and like it all was just in another lifetime or maybe even a dream. I wish he could just come back!
But a less depressing point is that he taught me something or rather he reminded me of something that I lost somewhere along the way of my relationship with my x. He gave me what I deserved!
He has set quite an example that will be tough to follow and I wont settle for anything less than what he was prepared to give me.
Something I have actually said many times: I never go backwards, I always keep on climbing higher and higher.
And so it shall be!
Gotta get some studying done now,
Until next time