Category Archives: lust
So I never wrote last night or all day today cus I’ve found myself just doing things and just simply being too lazy!
So dating issues? we all have them, but they just take on different forms..
So I’m just confused cus I’ve been with this one guy since the end of aug 2012 and I got carried away pretty quick and things got serious really fast!
But I guess that’s what it’s like when u get to a certain age right?
Anywho, he had to go away on business in January and he’s been back occasionally since then ( and keep in mind that this is not only any guy that I’m dating for fun, but someone I could actually see myself with) Since feb this year I have seen him very briefly for less then 10 times and that actually sucks.
The worst part is that we don’t know how long it will have to be like this but we still kinda want to be with each other in the end and just recently decided to be a kind of open relationship or on a break.. I’m not really sure.
And my problem is that I’m not quite sure what to do.. do I stay? do I play? or do I move on?
I think alot of people go through this situation and sometimes make the wrong choices, so therefore I want to make sure that I am staying true to myself and my feelings. Cus in the past I’ve had no trouble moving along and just keeping myself happy for the minute but for some reason I’m kinda stuck right now! and just confused…
Earlier this week I got a nice text from an old boy toy of mine and he has recently come out of a relationship and the question is just hanging there… do we hook up?
Now this is not something we have spoken out about just yet, but u know when u know where it’s going kinda thing?
This boy-toy and I have the most amazing chemistry ever!! Like I’m talking FIRE!!! and the funniest thing is that we can go from this explosive passion to just talking about our love probs, uni, family and what not.
So it’s something that won’t ever turn into an emotional drama thing cus we have some type of understanding, it’s just not like that between us.
So consequently, this would be the perfect fun distraction that I could enjoy whilst I’m waiting for my man but then here’s the problem: I feel really attached to this guy that I have been dating and I know we would be rocking it hard together if he was here! and it’s not like he’s not here by choice, but he can’t be here in london at the moment.
SO WHAT DO I DO?
I’ve spoken to friends and they be like: him and I aren’t in a relationship so I don’t owe him nothing and should keep my options open etc.
And back in the day I wouldn’t have thought about this twice, I would’ve just done it !
Brought out the Tasch in KimTasch!
But for some reason I’m holding back and left quite confused..
My boy-toy suggested we’d have coffee next week and obv we not gonna bang in starbucks or nun but there will be alot of flirting and some instigation to a future bang lmao..So what do I do ?
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