Category Archives: Problems
We were supposed to post yesterday however some other stuff got in the way.
I got fired from my workplace as my stupid boss thought I was stupid enough not to know how much I was supposed to get payed! Like that would ever happen!!!
So there was some drama but not all that major cus I don’t really care to be working there anyway.
I should just find a rich hubby lmao
The Prince Royce concert was quite amazing and we had a lot of fun. Even when stuff weren’t supposed to be funny, like for example when he was just being a Latino sleazeball. It is true that we can’t ever date Latinos, Paow and I, cus they are too fucking dramatic! Just can’t take it serious to be honest!
Although we loved the concert the waiting was awful. I have a crowd anxiety so I was stressed out even before I got there lmao but fortunately I did get my space!
The queue was the funnest cus we’ve never seen so many Latinos in one place!
Also Nandos came there and handed out free chicken wings to promote the restaurant. I think this just confirmed my thoughts about Latinos and blacks being very alike! at least we are regarded as being alike..
* FYI the wings were delicious !!
Once we got inside we quickly grabbed a spot at the front of non VIP’s and there were only to be a few persons in front of us so we had the perfect view. We also made sure to stand our ground once people started to push and made sure the stayed the fuck off us. With my crow anxiety I can get a little bit rude, lol, but it helps get my point across!
They were playing some real good tunes as warm up before Prince Royce came out and we had some great fun to it!
Although we wanted to leave half an hour before it ended (because our feet were aching) it was worth the money and time!
We took some pictures and recorded some videos, however my computer seems to be the fucking with my ability to post them I will try and fix this problem asap as our plan is to start posting videos as well as written material and pictures.
We really apologize, but here are the pics anyway
An assumption a lot of people in Sweden take on is that the London life is fabulous, which it sometimes is and more so for people that have loads of money, however this is not the case for me. I’m a student.
Most of the people that I speak to from Sweden appreciate that life may be hard here however see it as doing something different and not being stuck in the Swedish routine. As though the grass is greener on my side. WRONG.
The things that you take for granted like family, friends and other types of support systems is almost non-existing here. Even though some may try and be there for you the unfortunately have their own problems to deal with and are struggling to keep their head above water. It seems tho problems are bigger here.
My problem right now is that I’m living in a place that is infested with mildew, which in time becomes toxic and can produce a lot of health issues such as asthma (which I by the way I already suffer from). You may just look at this and think: well move? problem solved? NO
chances are I will be stuck with other types of problems and will have to deal with flatmates that I hate.
The most difficult part is sticking to my choices and fighting hard against hard. Not giving up. Because the matter of the fact is that I chose to move here and enroll in a university degree in psychology. I’m trying to honor my family & myself by staying strong. The sad part is that once one is getting on and doing good it does not take long until someone comes and punches that air straight through you and waits for you to drown. If you only knew about the amount of times I have just wanted to run home?!
Being “newly” single does not make it easier because my past support system that I had for 3 years is now gone and we always went through all our ups and downs together even when we were mad at each other and I guess that is how it works in relationships. It is all a development of maturing and of course it is necessary to become truly independent. It makes it a very lonely life though.
I have many friends and family members whom I love and that I know love me very much, that are here for me if I need a shoulder to cry on. Unfortunately it makes it very difficult for me to turn to them when these problems I’m having is nothing they know about. The problems I have with my landlord and the state of my apartment is not something one would encounter in Sweden.
I had a massive argument with my landlord today to the point where he wanted me to just leave the flat and for me nearly collapsing, because I have no where to go. I channeled a lot of my energy towards him and he truly got the best of me. For those of you who really know me, know that I am a VERY patient person, but I guess I have too much on my plate right now.
Exams are upon me and I am shaking out of fear. I am so scared to fail and not being good enough. A feeling I am sure most of you have felt in someway before. It does not help how much people say that I am going to do fine and that I can do this, it almost makes me back off even more.
I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL ALL THIS IS OVER… when I can just sit down and just enjoy again.
Life is not easy! It never is.. we all have our good and bad days.
But this is it for now and I guess I will find a way to get through it and whatever will be, will just be.
This is the Flip-side of the coin; of the so called fabulous life in London. Away from my home and loved ones.
From my point of view I am not living the fabulous life, but rather the struggling life. However it is shaping me to be the person, the psychologist that I one day (no matter what) will become. A person that will truly feel empathy towards all…
Sometimes you got to go through shit to finally smell some roses..