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His work is soooo detailed: It’s like the tattoo is alive!!
I’m soo excited to say he will be doing my tattoo on my WHOLE BACK soon
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I’ve been looking for a Big Black Bag that could fit my whole life in it cus lately I just can’t manage to get everything I need for uni without having to carry some in my hands.. well I finally found it!!! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
I literally don’t know what I would do without Primark!!!!
I also found a really nice top with some black faux leather details and I absolutely love it!!!
It’s shaped just like lace but it’s faux leather… I love lace and leather sooo obviously I had to have it !!
Shoes from here / Bolero from Gina Tricot
Trousers, Top & Bag from Primark <3
Boyfriend watch from here / Rings from flea market
I just finished my lecture and seminar for the day and although I was late and got a scolding from my lecturer, that for some reason remembers me (she shouldn’t because she’s said it herself she sees student everyday and never remembers them cus she has bad memory. Also she’s responsible for all psychology students and staff), I still feel quite happy and productive!
In the seminar we had to do an experiment that most of the time (only say most even though they mean it should happen all the time) get a specific outcome only in that particular task I always go against how other people think.
She laughed because before doing it I did say that I’ve done a similar one in yr1 and my tutor laughed and said I was weird cus I got the wrong results which goes against their theories.
Turned out it happened again!
She said I must be going mad or the computer collected the wrong data.
Can that actually be true or am I just really weird? Lool
I’m just in the library now getting some work done (cus I have LOAAAADS of coursework) and I just can’t help but looking forward to the Xmas break!
I love going home for Xmas cus of all the extra love and food looool
December really is my month! ( my mum always says so! She has never met anyone with quite the same Xmas spirit or happiness around this time of year!, I may actually agree with her)
I’m getting totally sidetracked now so I should go and just update y’all later.
This is just the story of my life!
I have been trying to upload the Sexy Saturday video but for some reason my iPad is not letting me!!
I will keep on trying to upload it and it will be posted sometime during the night or tomorrow at the latest!
Since a few of you really liked the personal touch that I included in the last video I decided to focus a lot more on that this upcoming video.
I will be spilling e few of my best secrets & you wouldn’t want to miss it!!!
Hope ur having a lovely weekend!
So I’m gonna let you in on some 1-on-1 girl talk I had with Paow yesterday. The topic is:Boys,Guys, Males, Men whatever u want to call them!
When a girl gets to a certain age and get her womanly features she starts getting attention from the opposite sex.
The question is how to weigh ones options.
It is true having a pussy opens soooo many doors!
This is however depending on whether u play ur cards right or not.
The latest Dilemma in our case is where the focus and expectations should be of a male?
Money, Romance, Looks, Humor, Intelligence, Status, Size of dick lmao
What is it that we should be looking for? What will truly make us happy?
The worst thing is having to not have though something through and regretting forever what one has done!
When it comes to Paow: I totally encourage her to explore her options and sexuality. To be fair she does not have to find the man of her life now, she is not expected to get married just yet (Now if she would find that then fair enough go for it)
What I’m trying to say is that it is not required and expected of her yet!
HOWEVER if one is not looking for a life partner I do not see the reason for not having particular standards anyway.
I think a woman is still entitled to have some sorts of demands of the partner (whatever kinda partner that is).
I am a STRONG BELIEVER in deserving the cookie!
Do not give it out for anyone to taste and have him/her work hard for it!
I am also a strong believer in GENDER ROLES!
Big up to all the independent women on this earth HOWEVER let a man be a man!
I pay my own bills, buy my own clothes and keep myself alive but that don’t mean it wouldn’t be nice to have a significant other to help out a little.
One quote that I live by now a days is: Now I ain’t saying be a Golddigger but DON’T be messing with no broke n****
PERIOD. FULL STOP. EXCLAMATION POINT!
I was in a relationship with a guy for quite some time and I had no problems paying for EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING because I loved him. I loved him with my whole heart and soul!
For me Love was more important than anything.
But that’s not really being realistic! Leaches are not good for ones health!
I learned that the hard way!!
I think the standards that one has in the beginning are the same ones that are going to follow us for the rest of the relationship and that’s why MY standards are quite high before starting anything!
-Do you agree or disagree?
Hit me up on : Beskowspectrum@hotmail.com
That’s it for now lovelies!
I want to apologise again for not posting a video last weekend but I was really ill and I also had no internet in my house :S,
I just only got it back on like two days ago!
Many females have a problem achieving orgasms during intercourse and I’ve gotten asked a lot of times how I ALWAYS cum when I have sex.
I was not always able to cum during sex but it was rather something that I learned with time.
It takes a great deal of patience and confidence to be able to get there cus it’s not easy to actually learn exactly how our body and mind work & what we like best!
Take your time and just let urself go!
Here are some tips on what can make this process easier!
Please do send me feedback and let me know if you understand or if you have other questions that I should tackle
Mucho Love & Stay Sexy!
So as Paow mentioned briefly in the previous post: I have been really ill and she has been totally swamped with coursework.
Everything is so mad lately and struggling with flu and ear infection has just made everything nearly impossible since I just want to stay in bed all the time!!
I had one essay that was due yesterday and another one that’s due on Friday!
I can’t really begin to explain how stressed out I’ve felt.. Extreme Pressure would be the word(s) here.
Anywhooo… I’m feeling a lil bit better than before since the fever is gone and all & surprisingly I don’t feel that bad about the next coursework as I am currently in the library trying to get it done
I’m feeling quite productive and also I think I have a crush on a guy at this uni so it’s nice to get to see him sometimes! lool
On top of all of this my internet at home is NOT WORKING!!!! Just my luck I swear! :/
However on a real positive note I had my first proper meeting with my mentor and he just really put me on the spot and has made me re-evaluate everything that I am doing. I feel really excited about everything right now and just generally motivated to do everything that I have to do!
He helped me pinpoint exactly what my insecurities are and helped me come up with solutions to get over them!
I would really recommend for everyone to get a personal development coach cus it really helps in sooooo many ways!!!
I wish I could just spread and infect everyone of yous to feel as positive as me right now!
I will be posting TT pics tomorrow and hopefully if all goes well I will also be posting the SS video on time!
Sorry again for being all over the place!
Have a nice evening all ya gorgeous people !!!
I know that I said that I would write all about my trip to Malta yesterday but something came up and I really had to take care of it I didn’t even go to school! Well I will write all about it today and I hope you guys aren’t way to angry with me!
Well here it is, my trip to Malta!
Like I said I had a great time and I guess that it’s because of the people I decided to spend time with. Our trip from Malta to Gozo were just annoying cus we missed the boat and had to wait for an hour or something like that and most of us hadn’t eaten since we left home at 12 or so. So guess how many of us were in a bad mood lol! Well it all got better as the days went by. We saw some hot guys over there but none of us had the courage to talk to them and I guess it was for the best, lol.
Actually I don’t know how to tell you guys how fun we had cus none of you would understand it if I don’t tell you every second of the trip… But I’ll try my best, anywho we were 7 students plus 2 teachers sleeping in my house and guess what, the landlord hadn’t told us that it were some rooms that had one bed a kingsize bed that two of us had to share and because some of my classmates wouldn’t share bed I decided to sleep with Johnny and it’s not that I regret it but I would have wanted to sleep in the same room as the girls but whatever.
Well I don’t think that it was anything more that was “bad” about the trip.. People who know me know that I thought that it would be way to many fight’s on this trip and what I heard some people fought but the girls and I weren’t in one of them! Well we had a little disagreements but that’s all! I really did think that we would be the reason to every fight lmao I guess I was wrong
I made some new friends in the class, I’m not saying that we are best friends and that we will spend time with each other but I am saying that we will have a lot of fun in school and I am saying that they made this trip a little bit better than I thought it would be! Thank you guys for that!
I don’t have much more to say but what is it they say? A picture is worth a thousand words?
Took this pic from Licca
I was really drunk when I took this pic
Still drunk and I tried to take a picture of this guy I was flirting with and found out the day after that his girlfriend was there. lmao
Best bar ever! Josefine and I found our grandpa there since we are twins… LMAO
So I guess some of you have noticed that I haven’t been able to post anything on the blog and like Kim said before, I was in Malta and couldn’t really write. We did have wifi but it really sucked so when I tried to post it refused so I kind of stopped trying but now I’m back and I just want to go back, lol!
I’ll tell you guys that I wasn’t as excited as everyone else in my class about going to Malta but at the end of this trip it couldn’t have gone any better than it did! I want to really thank everybody who made this week amazing and thank everybody for showing me how wrong I’ve been about our class! I really thought that nobody in our class were fun but this trip made me realize that I was wrong and that we have really funny people! I guess y’all want to know what we did and how everything went and see pictures? Well I will tell you all about it but not all in one post because I guess that you would just skip the text and jump to the pictures?
Well for today all I’ll leave you with is that I really had an amazing time and that I made some new friends and that I think the rest of my last year in Wendela Hebbe will be amazing because of these people! Oh yeah, I’d like to thank Licca, Eira and Josefine the most because they are the funniest of them all and they made this trip memorable! (and I’m also sorry for lashing out a little bit the last day but I’m happy you stood out with it)
Here’s some pictures;