Category Archives: University
I got my exam results just one hour ago and I’ve been soo filled with emotions and energy from nowhere!!!
Even after coming this far into my education I doubt myself all the time!! All the judgmental voices still stick with me!!
When I first moved to London I could count the people that supported and believed in me with just one hand! One hand! People thought I would fail miserably and return after just a few months…
I have a very special message to those people; FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK YOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU YOU HORSEFUCKERS!!!!!
I DID IT ALL ON MY OWN, made a life for myself here despite all the heartache and loneliness! On top of this I started studying and ended up in University! How many of yous’ thought I would be here ??
I just want to laugh and thank you for hating, cus it brought me to the place I am in today!
And from now on I will NOT doubt myself cus I am here.. no thanks to most of you.. and you can keep on hating and look at me with disbelief cus I’m here and I know better!
I got a C on all my exams and two of them were just two points from a B which frankly is good enough for me!!! Exam period has been the most trying moments in my life with too much pressure
and I have to thank my classmates and friends Rosie, Lilly, Ella and Amy, you guys are actually the best and I have so much love for you all!
And of course all my other loved ones who have believed in me and have been there to cheer me up!
I love you all!!! even my haters!!!
I really haven’t been able to keep y’all up to date cus I’ve been really busy!!
I’m currently on my way to Uni to conduct an experiment for my psychological research methods(which I brew hate!)
And found that I have some time as I’m sitting on the tube ( although I won’t be able to post it until I get out, cus there’s no network down here).
I am totally beat!! Cus I’ve started this new job in cafe, which I’m really enjoying but in combination with my studies I don’t really have time for anything else!! I’m entering one of the toughest times in my life as a student cus exam period is upon us and I’m so nervous I could puke!!!!
I literally have to read (& obviously learn) 3 chapters a day in evolutionary and biological psychology until Monday to prepare for the first E&B exam ( we have 2) and then also write a report for research methods!!!! My brain literally wants to explode and I haven’t say down sine 9 this morning, so my poor knees and ankles are swollen as F!
I even feel bad for taking my time writing this post as I should be reading my biology book :/ but I figured I needed a break!! And I kinda deserv it!
I’m thinking I might get home at around 8 pm from Uni….so 20 mins of blogging in the tube is not all that bad I reckon!
I had a really good day at work and I really love my co-workers cus they have so much patience and they help me and make me laugh!!!! So it couldn’t really be better
I’m a non coffee drinker but working in a cafe with such good coffee makes it hard to resist, but I stopped myself after two!!
My weekend was absolutely wicked!!! My girl lisa came over and I cooked some curry for her and done some mojitos!! We killed a whole bottle of rum!!! (Plus a bottle of Rosè. I always think I’m superman) obv I/ we got really drunk! But with me I get so energetic, it’s like I can’t stop !! Lis said I had way too much I was trying to do as I was forever on the dance floor dancing salsa!
But that’s just me !! Duracell bunny!! I just go go go go go go …. U get the point!
Ill write as and when I get some extra mins to spare!
After reading about Paow’s day I can’t do more than be proud of her. Knowing the route she has to take each day to go school is long as it is, but knowing that the train wasn’t running and all of that madness, I just admire her and all of the things she does!
Life is a big struggle for both of us when were apart, and I already miss her!
I enjoy spoiling her to the max, so I would’ve been cooking for her hungry ass at this moment..
I really do hope we’ll get to spend the summer together !
As for me; I’ve been to Brixton to do some grocery shopping for the month and I’ve been cleaning the fridge out. I’m kinda disappointed I didn’t go Uni today but at the same time I’m happy cus I’ve gotten so much done AND I HAVEN’T broken my detox mission. I’ve been eating and drinking healthy all day long!