Feels like I haven’t written in some time, but with the way that we have split up the days between Paow and I + the themed days; there’s just isn’t enough room or time for writing ..
I have been struggling keeping a balance in my life since Bella came into my life. Since I don’t sleep properly and I’m missing some lectures at uni I feel like some bits of my life just ain’t coming together.
However my brother is coming down to London on Monday and he’s staying for a bit so I’m reeeeaaallly excited to get some company and some help with the lil one . Sometimes people tell me I sound like a new mum with a newborn and I swear it is not too far off. This puppy requires soooo much love time and discipline it’s just crazy. She behaves like a baby, I was expecting it to be different and I compare her a lot to my dog in Sweden but the truth of the matter is he was 12 weeks when we got him and she was only 6 weeks. Also he is a bigger breed and she’s only a small breed. She won’t even grow to be as big as Jayzon was when we first got him lool.
Apart from all this nonsense I still find myself very happy and blessed! I am making the best of everything and enjoying my days at home with tea/ or hot chocolate and some really great xmas movies. For y’all that don’t know I am the Xmas fanatic in my family. I start with my xmas spirit as early as I can lol I just love everything about it really! I’ll probably start my Xmas shopping in a week or so
I have also been throwing a great deal of dinners with my friends. I mean since I can’t go out much I have people come here. My friends love my cooking and I love cooking it for them!
My latest project was making a big dinner for Helen. She just turned 25 and I felt like it was my responsibility to make her feel special! I made a big feast with starters, a few mains to choose from and I baked a bday cake from scratch! It was well appreciated by both her and Fatou, which made me really content. Everything turned out really great and I’m looking forward to doing it again only maybe in a smaller scale lool
This is all I’m gonna leave you with right now and I’ll be updating you on my life soon
here are some pics :
Yesterday was a really nice day. It was our grandmothers bday and because it’s the day before Chile’s “fiestas patrias” which is the annual celebration of the beginning of the independence from the Spanish crown we decided to go with that theme.
So we made empanadas, cachitos, pebre, mayonesa with potatoes and meat, pastel de choclo etc.
It was soo fucking yum and the best part is that there’s loads of left overs for today
Today is quite an annoying day cus I am flying back to London tomorrow so I need to pack, wash clothes and so on.
I’ve just spent the last hour shopping online for stuff, so that I have something to look forward to
I will really miss Sweden and all my peeps, but I’m coming back in December so it’s not that bad really.
Sometimes I just wish I could snap my fingers and just be at my chosen destination! I love changing scenery but I don’t really like the travelling part, you know the flight and coach etc, I don’t really like packing either!
I am quite nervous for some reason and its probably cus I know that summer truly is over now and that I have to go back to uni and all the stress that it brings. It’s also the last year so I need to figure out what I wanna be doing after that too.
I’ve decided not to stress about it too much and take everything as it comes. The only thing I want to be planning out is my uni work so that I can manage to stay on top of it and not fall behind but as for everything else; I’ll just take it day by day.
This is quite unique cus I am known amongst family and friends to stress out and plan my life ahead: a control freak with other words…
Lately however I have just tried to enjoy everything more and just appreciate everything around me and in my life cus I am after all very happy and content with myself and my life … Just the way it’s supposed to be ..
Mucho love & Feliz fiestas patrias !!
For you guys that do not know it’s Paows Bday today!
She is finally 18 years old and will be able to go out clubbing with her own ID!! lmaaoo
We thought that we would post a video when Paow gets a bday lapdance from KimTasch, our brother Dani and Kims half brothers André and Sebbe!
This was a very funny moment for all that witnessed it and the laughs and tears would not stop for anything!!!
Mind you all: our mother, grandmother etc were there.
There is one moment that is particularly funny cus we really don’t understand the reason behind it but at the 00.36th second Dani bites Paows foot !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtff!!!!
FYI she is also wearing ballerina shoes…..
This was truly sooooo funny and embarrassing at the same time but we are a family of pure fun and enjoyment!!!
Yesterday was one of the best days of my life! My family planned this whole day for a month or something? Anywho I was so freaked out at the beginning asking Monica and my stepdad what was going on as they blindfolded me. When the car stopped somebody, my mom, came and grabbed me and started showing me the way to the backyard which I didn’t know at the time and they took of the blindfold and I heard so many people screaming “HAPPY BIRTHDAY” and I saw my family and friends. I got so emotional seeing my childhood friends and my family and my new friends, I was really happy seeing everybody and started going around saying hi to everybody and got really stressed because I understood that I was only dressed for a dinner with my Uncle and his wife so I had to go change clothes and I don’t think that I’ve been so fast dressing up and taking a shower.
I was really happy seeing everybody and really want to say thank you to everybody for my presents and for coming to my surprise party. Especially my friends from Fisksätra who came all the way for just two hours I was so happy to see you all and seeing that you came all that way just for my party means that you’re truly my friends! I really love everybody who came yesterday, this shows that I have true friends and a loving family!
(I don’t have all the pictures here but I’ll ask for them)
Lovely Mom and Stepdad
Me and Sebbe
Nerea, Aldana and Elias
Nazmi and our grandma
André, me and Sebbe
André, Kim and Sebbe
Josefine, me and Licca
Almina, Aysu, me, Bobo, Ale and Elaha
THANK YOU ALL FOR THESE PRESENTS
Hope y’all have had a great weekend because I really did!